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Fri, Sep. 22nd, 2006, 12:21 pm

for the last few days now i'm been walkin round my house with a knitting needle in my hair

makes me feel alternative

i feel strange again, its not drink, even though tapas didnt help last night, might stop again, for a season at least

Tue, Sep. 19th, 2006, 07:39 pm

i'm so all over the place right now

last night was my first nights sleep since saturday, was a amazing

right now i'm stupidly happy! just got my tickets for the bronx and dan sartain, just bought dan new single as well, which funnyly enough is fucking amazing! i cant wait havent been these excied bout an album for ages! got 2 dead brothers albums coming aswell and there stupidly good!

trying to sort my stuff out is hard esp when everything else is all over the place

mates are leaving mates are talking about leaving mates arent going nowhere! mates just been happy chill init! ha

bride again since what the other day, getting more and more happier into this thing again


roll on this eve

Sun, Sep. 17th, 2006, 07:18 am

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Sun, Sep. 17th, 2006, 07:11 am
a full wk round

well just read my last post

oh how right i was

liam thinks i project, i think i can tell how people will behave. in that, stuff has happened recently and because of the people i've been dealing with i knew what was coming, cos i read them well

liam thinks cos its all bin bad its me projecting bad things

i know i know my way is right, this is why sometimes i'm a spazz

well went to leeds didnt get what i wanted, didnt think i'd be as gutted as i am, but also am not as gutted as i probably feel

in my life right now, i have no idea what is going on...i can see this happening for a long long long time

bride of the atom is going well and we;re not even doing anything, how amazing is that!?!?!?!

Sun, Sep. 10th, 2006, 08:50 pm

right now

life = great

but when i wake i'm sure it'll go back to being a pain

had a great day today with my dad

Wed, Sep. 6th, 2006, 11:34 am

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real blood from my hands on the last page

was my first day at edge again...

i got sack and rehired in the space of a day, its a long story so dont ask me about it just be happy

on a silly and bitter note, why the fuck are bride of the atom ignored by local media? i read a write up in something about a band that did exist!!?!?!?

yer we've had interest from whiteheat, if you dont know about whiteheat you're gay, i'd love to go once but its a tuesda night, tis ment to be the best indie/band night in the world ever...well happy with there little email, just, like a "yer we really fucking like this, when you next playing london so we can come and watch?"


Sun, Sep. 3rd, 2006, 02:35 pm

nats buffday thing...made me laff

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Sun, Sep. 3rd, 2006, 02:27 pm

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thanks again

Sat, Sep. 2nd, 2006, 04:21 am

thanks to all that came out last night

was fun, well for yous i hope, i was mad with gggrrrrrness due to crap equipment, but heyho roll on tuesday then saturday then tuesday then saturday

i'll post the set list tomorrow, or on sunday

safe, again ment alot

Thu, Aug. 31st, 2006, 01:31 pm

right for the first time in what since i was 24 i have time! lots of time! set for training to become a hockey machine, a vocal cunt in a band full of aggro and confustion, and to be the best brother son friend i can be

hopefully finding a job in 6months that i love aswell

cant wait i enjoy stuff which focuses around stuff i like

to many of my friends are being well goffs an it makes me sad, cos its a head thing, emotions are chosen they dont happen, well thats what i think anyway, you're incharge of 90% of everything. everyone has shit days but there will be better ones, i promise

i need the people around me to be focused on themselves in that there goal is to make themselves happy, so do it. i know i'm in a stupidly lucky situation, in how amazing my family are, but the goal should always be you. you dont have to be a dick and fuck people over just honest to yourself and to others

this is all talkin ass, but this is why we are "friends" as you love my ass talkin in circles of confusion and rubbishness, but thats my thing

also lots of people are moving, some are "new" and some are "old" friends, people shouldnt get sad when people leave or die, its all about progression, its makes that person happy, and if it doesnt they'll come back. i love moving on, like you leave something in a time and place which will always be there

open piece of advice my parents told me at a very young age is that a friend is someone you dont have to see in 7 yrs and you can just get down to talking about rubbish, you know when people are just people, if you talk only about the "old days" but friends just talk

there will always be things people miss, but dont miss it, just hold it in your head and in your heart and move on, you can hang onto a dream or an idea, otherwise you end up getting pulled into this horrible ring of rubbishness, and no one really likes that. try not to want the old times as well, shit i'm talkin like i'm about to die! but seriously if you got through life asif you want something you cant have or what you think you should have, you end up never forfilled. live within your goals, make them obtainable, fucck it just live, i sound drunk, if you both to read this, its probably full of spelling mistakes, random sentances that dont work, missing letters, or even words, i've more than likely said the same thing twice and or said something then totally disagreed with it in the next line

but fuck it roll on

let go out on friday as its the first day and the last day and have fun, i hate if people look at it as anything other than just a night out, ins not the last time you'll see old friends or the last time in long time we'll be together, just a great night out

i'm gonna go finish clearing away my room in london, i really dont have much stuff, which is a good thing i guess

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